Monday, June 8, 2009

Never Quit

I received this from an email when I was a student, not long ago... And it was just when I needed it. I will never forget those struggling years I had… Future was uncertain... would all the hard works bear a fruitful outcome? or it's just a waste of time and effort at the end?.... Would the pain disappear…when is it going to heal or is it going to leave a permanent scar?
Reading this gave me a huge encouragement. I would like to share it with you if you have never seen it yet.

One day, I decided to quit. I wanted to quit my job, to quit my relationships, to quit my spirituality; I even wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one last talk with God. "God", I said, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?" His answer surprised me. "Look around", He said, "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?" "Yes", I replied. "When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo." "In the second year the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo." "In the third year there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit." "In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. Still, I would not quit." "Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant. But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge they could not handle," He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots? I would not quit on the bamboo. and I will never quit on you! Don't compare yourself to others. The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful. Your time will come," God said to me. "You will rise high." "How high should I rise?" I asked. "How high will the bamboo rise?", He asked in return. "As high as it can?", I questioned. "Yes", He said, "Give Me glory by rising as high as you can. And
remember...I will never leave you, nor forsake you. I will never give up on you. I will never, ever quit on you." Everyone has days when they want to "quit". When there are struggles...obstacles in life, remember we're just growing roots!! God has a purpose in mind for each one of us and we need to talk to Him and let Him help us realize that purpose. Always remember, He'll never leave us, He'll never forsake us, and He'll never quit on us.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Tagged by Meng Loo - Nurse Story...

Ok, Meng Loo, here’s my homework. sorry for the delay, haha! :
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.
At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

June sis - tell us nurse story please :)

1. I cried almost every week when I was a nursing student because they torture us in school. The stress level is unbelievable.

2. Nursing is a profession which require both brain power and physical strength!

3. My heaviest patient was 400 pounds(181.8 kg) :P I needed 5 other nurses to help me to turn that patient and 3 of them had to be male nurses.

4. You also need a strong stomach, and be calm NO MATTER what happen! Ex: A patient throw up while I was drawing his blood, I couldn’t run or even move away because I have to finish my task.
-_-

5. I still remember the names of some of my patients.

6. I had nightmares during my first few weeks of work. One of them, I was sitting up in bed holding my husband’s finger because I was testing blood sugar in my dream…wa-ha-ha-ha. After that, he made sure all the needles are kept away.

7. I didn’t know I have such a large bladder, one time I forgot to go to the restroom for about 10 hours straight because one of my patient was in crisis and I was running around for the whole shift.

8. There are many places to work other than the hospital. School, office, corporate building, private home, independently, etc…

9. The best thing about working in the hospital is we only work 3 days a week, the down side is sometimes it has to be on the weekend (weekend is nicer to work because it’s more quiet) but then I can’t go out with hubby.

10. I see life differently after working in the hospital…

11. Many times I pray to God to help ease their sufferings and pain because there’s nothing else we could do…

12. When a patient died, besides the family member we pay attention to care and comfort the patient in the same room because usually they became worry and develop anxiety attack.

13. My goal in my career is to work in delivering the message of prevention and living a meaningful life.

14. I am proud to be a nurse but mostly I am very grateful because I know for the fact that it cannot be done by myself, they are many blessings that I received. My hubby is one of the angels that help me.

15. I enjoy describing the many different "disgusting" details of handling care of patients to my mom, muahahaha, because she used to tell me and my brothers that if we cannot handle “dirty” things how are we going to handle our own babies’ poops?
Ahem, mom, bring it on!

16. Life is short! Find the meaning of life and live a meaningful life not just an enjoyable one.

Now, choose 5 people…hmmm, hey guys no pressure, you can do it or leave it. hehe

1. Siew – please include your romance story, I don’t know how and where you met your husband. *wink

2. Gigi – tell me about you and John after having a baby. You can write about anything except Ivan because I think I’ve heard enough about him, LOL!

3. KW- tell me about your life in MN or anything

4. Wow, that’s all I can tag….tell me how to recruit my buddy to start a blog.

5. Shen Yee, stop reading my blog quietly, now, time to come out and write something…..

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Lily of the Valley

Lily-of-the-valley is one of my favorite flowers. They are so cute and elegant! The scent is magnificent! No wonder many designer brand fragrances are using the scent of this flower in their ingredients. Even though I read that it is not difficult for it to grow, however I rarely see them. I will definitely plant them when I have a garden in the future.

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Passport

How cool this is, renewing passport only takes 3 days now. 5 years ago, even though they said it takes 6 months, it took almost 9 months in order for them to send home and back to US.
Now, it only takes 3 days!
The ‘kakak’ (sister in Malay) who is a nice Malay lady is still working there. It’s such a pleasure to see her again, she’s always smiling and she gently reminded me, “lain kali datang awal sikit” (next time come early) Hehehe, they stop accepting application at 12:30pm and I was there 10 minutes before 12pm, but they were very efficient, they took my pictures, thumb prints and processed everything pretty fast and gave me a receipt to pick up my passport in 2 days.

M'siaconsulate

It was nice to see so many Malaysian. And ah…. it’s so nice to hear my name being called correctly…LOL..I think this is the only place that can get my name right so far. American just can’t pronounce my last name, “Ng…where’s the vowel?..” ?!!? End up the easiest and it make sense to them to pronounce it as “Eng”, well, I can live with that, after all I’m too lazy to correct every single person. Then, I found out there’s another way people pronounce it, my Filipino colleagues in the hospital pronounce it as “Nang”… what??! No, not Nang, I corrected them. Then some colleagues came out with “N.G” (sounds like Angie) That’s ok, whatever, N.G. is fine too. and because of my last name, I’m famous in the hospital, Ms. N.G.!!!!

Anyway, here’s a conversation I overheard at the consulate between the clerk and a woman who wants to get her passport or some sort of document so she can go back to Malaysia ASAP.

Woman: Aiyo, I mesti balik loh, mau balik tengok doktor.
Kakak: Ini take some time…
Woman: Tak boleh tunggu lah. Perut saya sakit…mau balik tengok doktor, doktor sini tak bagus lah.
Kakak: @_@ oh, ya ke?
Woman : (she turned to us and said in Cantonese) ng dak la, zhoi ng fan hui, shang cancer dim ah? (but she’s smiling while telling us)
Not that she’s not worried but she’s a happy-go-lucky person. She was able to joke around with everyone.

Translation:
Woman: I have to go home to see the doctor
Clerk: This take some time
Woman: No, I cannot wait. My stomach hurt…I have to go home and let the doctor check, the doctors here are not good
Clerk: Oh, really?
Woman: Cannot…if I don’t go home to check, what if I have cancer?

Hmm….it is just pure joy to have my new passport in hand…
I’m coming home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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